Assalamualaikum Zubia,

I just cant describe, Baby...how bad I felt today. Your cough became worse, with too much mucus in your throat. I could feel the way you did, Baby. It was so difficult to breath, right? so uncomfortable, I know. What can I do, I have been trying my best. Syafakillah, ya Allah please cure my beloved baby. You vomitted few times today, and I was just so worried. I was about to take you to Dr. Capelle again, but somehow you were sleeping just at the time we were about to go, both in the morning and noon, and I didnt have any hearts to wake you up. Daddy called thrice I think, insisted me to go to doctor. InsyaAllah tomorrow morning, for sure I will take you there before you sleep. Just get well soon, Zubia...let me bear all the pain, you are just too pure and innocent to go through all this. By the way, I am also developing some flu symptoms, Zubia:-)

Today we just stayed home, baby. I had 'yesterday spaghetti' for my lunch and made 'daal and chawal' for dinner. Daddy liked it, alhamdulillah.

I think you start recognizing us very well, Zubia. Today when your daddy was coming from office, the first time you saw him in front of the door, you were so happy, in fact shouting , aaaa aaaa aaa:-) And even you didnt let him eat properly by making noises asking for his attention. I can see, baby..how close you and Daddy will be. He loves you too much, Zubia.

Before you slept, Daddy called Daada and Daadi in Chicago, and they all were worried about you. As you know, they are in US for Faisal Abbi's wedding (already happened on July 4). And I called Fahad Caccha in Pakistan, asking about his blood group which he didnt remember:-) Well actually I am so curious about your Daddy's blood group. Mine is AB+, and so as yours. That means, his can not be O+, neither can be AB+ because Daadi's is O+. All information we need here is Daada's, but he doesnt know either. Hmmm. Sana chacchi's is A+, but this information is not enough, there are still two possibilities, either A or B. Aaaah..forget it, baby.

auntyNelly visited us yesterday and brought us some biscuits. She cares too much about you, Zubia. The only thing I dont agree with her is that she is too much superstitious. You know what she suggested me? She said ''Put her Daddy's underwear around her neck while she is sleeping, she will be recovered soon.'':-) Well, nothing to lose to just listen and smile, right Baby? Respect to others is what matters, do you agree?

Today I made an appointment with the hand specialist, and it will be on next Thursday afternoon. Its quite far from our place, baby...just pray that its easy to reach from the tram station. Please pray also that there wont be anything serious.

AuntyNingsih called few times today, Haydar also has got cough and flu. The weather these days is really not pleasant.
There will be a majlis tomorrow at AuntyElwis's place, but We wont be able to make it, right baby? In fact we should not go there, considering your present condition.

Ok Baby, its time to go:-) to post I mean. I still want to write few more things, but in different posts and subjects to avoid you getting bored while reading this diary.

I love you too much Zubia,

Mom.